I am:
- Less OCD
- More flexible
- A better problem solver
- Comfortable of letting the little things go
Along with all the good, it also made me frumpy! It's a funny thing, I wear baggy clothes trying to hide the baby weight, spend less time getting ready, no longer going after the latest hip/trendy outfits. All of which would be fine if it didn't bother me, because that was the "old me". So Norm and I started dissecting this and it came down me feeling that I just never got back to my old self. I forced myself into thinking that being a mother, I had to act and look like one...whatever that means. In the past few months, I have been taking baby steps to be "me" again...and it feels great! But what I realized was that it wasn't parenthood that made me change, it was me just not thinking about myself enough because I was always thinking about everyone else. I love taking care of everyone, but it doesn't mean that taking time out for myself can't be part of the equation as well.